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09 10 / 2014

I said the past is dead.  The life I had is gone.  I said I won’t give up until I see the sun.


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25 9 / 2014

I have been doing a lot of thinking lately and I miss Tumblr as an outlet for the pain that I experience everyday.  I decided many moons ago that I was going to stop burdening my friends with my problems.  I don’t want the attention for my suffering.  I want the attention for my accomplishments.  

I tasted fear today.  I work in a prison.  On a daily basis I come in contact with hundreds of convicted felons for every kind of crime.  But that fear never hits me.  Today I blacked out at work for a second and just about collapsed.  The world spun and the only thought that went through my head was “not here” 

I tasted fear.  I’m better now, I went to the hospital and they said that it was an adverse reaction to some medicine I’m on to fight an infection.  My dad came down to drive me because I was too dizzy to drive. 

I have NEVER been to the hospital for myself.  Not once.  Tonight that changed.  I tasted fear.

So I have decided to return to tumblr.  But on my conditions.  I’m not going to reblog anything if I can help it.  I am not going to get worked up about social justice assholes on here.  

I am going to change my blog.  I want it to stand as a guide for others that suffer like me.  I will be keeping the name angelsanddaemons.  It always symbolized the true world to me.

My plan is to make daily entries.  I’m going to start tonight with much of the info I have posted.  I guess I don’t care if anyone ever reads but I want to write this to show those that suffer like me that they are not alone and that there is something to live for.  

I want to show the world what it looks like to recover.  It’s going to take YEARS.  But I WILL RECOVER.

So read if you like.  And my ask box is open.

After the fall, we’ll shake it off,


19 8 / 2014

There is a strange beauty in the silence of my apartment right now…

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18 8 / 2014

I spoke to God today, and She said that She’s ashamed.  

What have I become… What have I done

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17 8 / 2014

Make Me Choose:  Impa or Zelda?

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17 8 / 2014

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15 8 / 2014

I was tagged by !

Rules: In a text post, list ten books that have stayed with you in some way. Don’t take but a few minutes, and don’t think too hard — they don’t have to be the “right” or “great” works, just the ones that have touched you. Tag [ten] friends, including me, so I’ll see your list. Make sure you let your friends know you’ve tagged them.

1. Scott Pilgrim Series- Bryan Lee O’Malley

2. Lost at Sea- Bryan Lee O’Malley

3. I Am Here- Ema Tōyama. (Manga)

4. The Warded Man (The Painted Man in the rest of the world)- Petter V. Brett

5. Fahrenheit 451- Ray Bradbury

6. The Things they Carried- Tim O’Brien

7. BioShock: Rapture- John Shirley

8. Le Morte d’Arthur- Sir Thomas Malory

9. The Stand- Stephen King

10. Inferno- Dante

Totally don’t have too many people to tag but we’ll give it a shot:


15 8 / 2014



every full body shot of Hazel in her adorable outfits 

of course this has 7000+ notes and no attribution. #tumblr

Hazel is a character from the 2014 graphic novel ‘Seconds’ by me, Bryan Lee O’Malley! ;)